THE UNENDING SADNESS OF LOOKING BACK - Oracle of Shapeshifters
THE UNENDING SADNESS OF LOOKING BACK - Oracle of Shapeshifters
THE UNENDING SADNESS OF LOOKING BACK
Endless regret, obsessive grief,replaying the past, negative
nostalgia
In this card a young being, a dainty, pale, fragile girl, holds
close a trilo bite, one of the first forms we know to have lived
on this planet. Tears streak the girl's wistful face.
THE UNENDING SADNESS OF LOOKING BACK - Oracle of Shapeshifters
She is not looking ahead, but within, and seeing that a plan, a
strategy, and a basis her lite has not been thought it was. The
past is still very much alive to this delicate one, and while
she lives with the past held so close, nothing of the present or
the possibility of the future can reach her.
For now, all nostalgia and regret,looking deeper and deeper,
further and further back, "Ihis IS keeping her trapped in an
emotional prison that's creating great sadness
Your focus on the pain of the past increases its power. Let
it go. This early life-form wishes you to know that it
belongs in the past—it does not want to be re-created again
and again and again.
It does not have any desire to be the source of your pain.
You are giving your energy,your breath, your own life to
the existence of one who makes no mdemands on you.
The past has hurt you, indeed. But it is long gone. The
harm you suffer from now is by your own hand.
You hold the very knife that is inflicting the
thousand cuts. Put it down.The shadow of the past is
feeding off your energy, becoming a living thing, When
its time has long passed and it no longer belongs with
you.
You are offering yourself to the past as a victim,
nursing pain and being suffocated.
Represented by this ancient trilobite, the being
you have created from the past, who wants to be a
fossil but whom you insist on bringing to life,
your true self wants only to befree and to be
allowed to evolve and change.
For your own sake, you must allow the past to
fade so the wound can heal, so the scar can knit
and become a mark of power.
You can do this.
Fossils are totems of our ancient past, and
the trilobite speaks of the times before
Lemuria (le-MYOOR-ee-uh) and Atlantis, an
age when the Earth herself was being born
from the cosmic egg, cracking open and
becoming.
Our past is fascinating, our past is rich,
and our ancestry is worth investigating.
But to live there, to cry because we
believe we are no longer at that one
perfect time in our lives, is to deny the
gifts of the present and the treasures of
the future.
When this card appears for you, know
that you are experiencing an
epiphany—that your sadness is now ofyour
own making—for you are recycling the
moment in the past when all changed,
when your world failed you, and this is
preventing you from opening and being
fully alive
Now this is not a death but a long,
lingering non life, a twiglight life,
a kind of way of preventing yourself
from the possibility of ever being
hurt again. Please, allow yourself to
come back to us from this land of
unburied pain. Slowly if you must but
place the past & its unrealized
promise down.
Burry it, let it become a memory,
and allow your guides to bring you
into the beauty of life once agaim.
There is a possibility of
experiencing strong &
compulsive nostalgia & regrets
thinking about an old issue over
and over believing life has robbed
or cheated you somehow and
forgetting to glory in the
incredible blessing of breathing
in and out and forgetting to glory
in the incredible blessing of
breathing in and out.
There may also be a fixation on
past lives and early childhood
hurts , an obsession with
finding what went wrong, to
explain your pain. Fight all
that. You will win.
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